12月 2010
29件の投稿
Talking to the moon: ero is ergo →
inspiredmess:
nowadays everybody wants to be a rebel.
But most people I meet, or hear speaking, have a lot of opinions with no substance.
You can’t just go against something for the sake of opposing against it, you have to provide logical explanations on why you go against them. People who have nothing…
“Tear off that mask you wear for show and let your true self roam free!!!”
– RUKI (via namelessliberty)
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076 : New Years
So as expected my mom won’t let me celebrate new years with friends. Not pleased, I mean I know she wants to be together for the holidays but like, I’ve never been with my friends for new years. I might never get the opportunity to again. This sucks.
“If its a broken part, replace it.
If its a broken arm then brace it.
If its a...”
– Details in the Fabric, Jason Mraz (via asylumgarden)
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075 : January 26th
The day lotus drops, but I used to really hate this date. I’ve started and ended a relationship on this exact day. I’m over it now, I’m good friends with her, but I used to be a mess around this time of year. I don’t know I think it’s the amount of “best list” that come out before the new year. Makes me think back on everything I’ve done so far, or...
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074 : Happy Holidays!
Just wanted to greet everyone as I hope you are all having a safe and relaxing holiday. Let’s just take time to appreciate what we’ve got right? Again, happy holidays!
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073 : Holiday Rundown
Tonight is the exchange of secret santa gifts. Tomorrow is my dad’s birthday as well as his side of the family will be over for christmas. Christmas day will be relax day, and then boxing day [here in canada we call the day after christmas boxing day] my mom’s side of the family will be over for christmas. I will be on tumblr the whole time this is happening, kidding. I bought hair...
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072 : 'Sinking in, the gentleness'
I’m not quite feeling myself. I’m filled with guilt and regret. It’s the holiday season too! I need to watch more christmas specials and perhaps drink more? Finished christmas shopping today. Yorkdale wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. In other news, I want to dye the lighter side of my head even lighter. Nobody notices it unless I bring it up so the plan is to make...
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071 : Introvert
I want to become introverted again. I want to isolate myself from everything. I think I’m a horrible person. I keep things in and just explode on people who don’t deserve it. I let people down, a lot of people. I let myself down too.
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070 : ---
I’m at a lost for words. I’m going to draw.
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069 : 'My Chemical Romance'
Not the band. I think I’ve gone beyond the point of stomach virus, to chemical poisoning. I’ve been checking my symptoms online and the conclusive diagnosis is chemical poisoning. Come to think of it, it all started the night I dyed half my head. I honestly feel worst than ever before this week. I’m thankful I wasn’t feeling bad during my exams. Right now, I can’t...
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068 : 'voiceless fear'
The pledge single is great. I’m quite pleased with how it’s turned out. On a more personal note, my stomach has gone to hell. I don’t have headaches or body aches anymore but I’ve been throwing up everything I manage to consume. Time for some pepto. Also, the lense I ordered over two weeks ago still hasn’t come in. I figured NJ to ON wouldn’t take that long, but...
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067 : Shivers
I’m ill. Not the hype ill, just the legit sick/pathogen infected ill. I don’t know what happened but last night I slept early cause I was tired from work, but found myself unable to sleep and eventually throwing up. This morning I felt better but now I feel horrible again. I’ve got chills and I’m dizzy. The fuck am I doing on the computer? I’ve got an exam tomorrow...
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066 : Can't Keep Calm..
..but will carry on. what does one do on a caffeine/nicotine high? draw everything that comes to mind in a notebook. also, this room is suffocating in the smell of cigarettes and spilled coffee. I kind of like it haha, but my parents will eliminate me from existence if they knew I was smoking in my room.
The truth is, I'm really lonely.
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065 : Asymmetrical
I want to dye one side of my head back to black, but I don’t think my hair is light enough to see a difference.. maybe I should lighten it all first, and then dye one side black. yes? no?
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064 : Anticipation
major things to look forward to before/after the new year; - end of exams - dir en grey’s lotus/obscure - black devil cigarettes from domo - fish eye lens in the mail - psn card/metal gear solid for psp - start new character on cataclysm
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063 : f a i l e d
I pray that I pass my exam. The second part decimated what remaining moral I had going into the exam. Next exam is tomorrow morning.. so not looking forward to it. I need a cigarette, but friends hid my pack. I should just stop by the store to buy a new one. I’m heading home now. I feel horrible.
“The world is changed because you are made of ivory and gold. The curves of your...”
– The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde (via thoughtsonfire)
“You’ll get over it…” It’s the clichés that cause the trouble. To lose someone...”
– Jeanette Winterson - Written on the Body
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062 : High Hopes
Dressing up to run outside to the mailbox. I’m hoping my lens comes in the mail, otherwise I’m running in the snow for no reason. Here’s hoping it’s here! If my next post is a fisheye photo then you’ll know it came in hehe. I’ll try to work on drawings today. Personal and request. Also I’ve got an exam tomorrow, I don’t even remember which one it is...
“Anyone who falls in love is searching for the missing pieces of themselves. So...”
– Haruki Murakami (via jennidrinksboba)
Magical Thinking: Schools of Philosophy →
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Existentialism - Individual human beings create the meaning and essence of their lives as persons. Human beings are to make their own choices in life and find their own meaning, with or without God.
Nihilism - Life is without objective meaning, purpose, value or truth. Nihilists reject belief…
counting the days until lotus/obscure
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061 : Resolution
As previously mentioned, I’ve started a lookbook account, but was stopped short from posting, because all my pictures are in front of a mirror with horrible lighting. My resolution, the RC-6 remote. It’d look silly to set up a camera, run, take a picture, and run back to retrieve it, but at least I’d be able to get pictures done. Hopefully I can get started before the holiday...